Maybe you will... you never know. When I met Alan I was practically dead. Inside, of course. Are you divorced?<br /><br />The whole irony is that I always considered myself ugly... as for Alan, I find him charming today... but when I met him for the first time all I wanted was to disappear... run away... God, I thought he was so ugly!!! I think this appears at the end of the book, not 100% sure. The whole gestalt is the imagination vs reality. I had a fantasy once about a movie based on this book... this old, rather common couple typing, while envisioning themselves as a pair of young spectacular celebrities...<br /><br />God, Debra, I wrote two substantial paragraphs today... I hope this will get me somewhere, tired of feeling frustrated.<br /><br />Talk to you soon! As soon as I have the next 50 pp... Probably Friday.<br /><br />Have a nice weekend! (Sunday)